2020 Soundtrack

There it is.

Curiously Close

I have come curiously close to the end, down

Beneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole, defeated
Concede and move closer, I may find comfort here
I may find peace within the emptiness, how pitiful
And it's calling me...

And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping
The moon tells me a secret, my confidant
As full and bright as I am, this light is not my own
And a million light reflections pass over me

Its source is bright and endless

She resuscitates the hopeless
Without her, we are lifeless satellites, drifting

And as I pull my head out, I am without one doubt
Don't want to be down here soothing my narcissism
And I must crucify the ego before it's far too late
I pray the light lifts me out, before I pine away...

So crucify the ego, before it's far too late
And leave behind this place so negative and blind and cynical
And you will come to find, that we are all one mind
Capable of all that's imagined and all conceivable

So let the light touch you, so let the words spill through
And let them pass right through, bringing out our hope and reason
Before we pine away..