Such

To walk through the world
When fear has disappeared
To taste rain as it drips down my face
To learn the language of birds
To hear a crowded room in the distance
As it echoes within me
Like a window only cracked open
Focus on the voice
As it’s spoken
Pain and tears
Sweetness and the bitter
Flow in and out like this water
Floating on winds, whispering a song
My voice carries over time and space
When woken to the waking dream
And nothing is
As it seems
I know you’ll feel this too
You dream and I touch
Gifts, to believe in such
Obscenities 
As soulmates and birthdates
The insane breed the pain
And the sane,
Well, they breed the same
I’ve lacked for so long the words
I live one and the same
Contradict, whore,
Taste
And taste more
Still nothing compares
Each day to practice and prepare
For a life not even death could destroy
Hearts, aces, clubs, and diamonds
What’s red turns black
What’s black turns red
Until the day we end up dead
Taste blood on your tongue
And pray the day comes
To choke you the way you deceived
Reflection, kill the sedation
And taste each tear of that ocean
One day we’ll both see
How much of it is need
Because it doesn’t matter 
That much less to me

ⓒ 2001 Shawn Michael Quinn

For Liz

On the verge of tears
We sit and speak your name
Love and Joy flowed from your presence
And still it circles us in this absence
No way to put these emotions into words
No way to settle this overflowing
Time were left with as it's been taken from you
Somehow I know a greater gift has been given
Houses of Stone surrounded by wings
We hear your horns blow and instantly know
You are still with us and will always be
Life and Death two sides of one coin
Each day we toss it into the skies
Until the day it lands on the other side
These memories so sweet
That confident look in her eyes
As constant as the star she followed
As beautiful as the smile she echoed
You will be missed until the day we join you
Sunflower, Heart child
You blessed each and every one of our lives

ⓒ 2001 Shawn Michael Quinn

Sacred Geometry

He deals the cards as a meditation
And those he plays never suspect
He doesn't play for the money he wins
He don't play for respect
He deals the cards to find the answer
The sacred geometry of chance
The hidden law of a probable outcome
The numbers lead a dance

I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart
He may play the jack of diamonds
He may lay the queen of spades
He may conceal a king in his hand
While the memory of it fades
I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart
That's not the shape, the shape of my heart

If I told her that I loved you
You'd maybe think there's something wrong
I'm not a man of too many faces, the mask I wear is one
But those who speak know nothing, and find out to their cost
Like those who curse their luck in too many places
And those who fear are lost

I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart
That's not the shape of my heart
That's not the shape, the shape of my heart