Unbelievable… What the fuck is so hard about being honest? Can somebody tell me? Especially to those people who ask for it, demand it even? I just don’t fucking get it. It makes me sick… the weakness, the fear, the GREED, the Ego Maniacal Self Importance of it… Jesus, I mean really, what the fuck is so hard about it? I need to know? I do. I guess most monkeys sailing around on this fucking rock just simply can’t get past the 2 inches in front of their face even to see the mirror image they form, let alone what’s inside of it or in the background, much less what it all really means, how it translates to their life … I guess that’s what it really comes down to, plain and simple. Fucking monkeys, street dogs… people sitting, high and mighty, judging themselves on their intentions, the best from the ocean of thoughts in their minds, or hearts, or where ever… instead of what they actually DO in their lives… how they live… the choices they make … I’m just completely fucking FLABBERGHASTED… truly… Jesus… hahahaha… ahh, man… I really don’t get it… I mean even the people closest to me, in my inner circle can’t seem to absorb it half the time… hahah… ~sigh~ but who am I, right? Fuck… whatever… Hibernation time again…
