Everything You Came For..


I was right, I was right..
Oh, the sun, the sun, the sun is rising from the field
I've got a feeling I just can't shake
I've got a feeling that just wont go away
You've got to just keep on pushing, push the sky away
And if your friends think that you should do it different
And if they think that you should do it the same
You've got to just keep on pushing and push the sky away
And if you're feeling you've got everything you came for
If you got everything and you don't want no more
You've got to just keep on pushing, push the sky away
And some people say its just rock and roll
Oh, but it gets you right down to your soul
You've got to just keep on pushing
Keep on pushing and push the sky away

As clear as day..

 

And I had a dream, about my old..
And she was there all pink and gold and glittering
I threw my arms around her legs
Came to weeping (Came to weeping)
Came to weeping (Came to weeping)
And I heard your voice as clear as day
And you told me I should concentrate
It was all so strange, and it's so surreal
That a ghost should be so practical
Only if for a night.

And the only solution was to stand and fight
And my body was bruised and I was set alight
But you came over me like some holy rite
And although I was burning, you're the only light
Only if for a night

And the grass was so green against my new clothes
And I did cartwheels in your honour
Dancing on tiptoes, my own secret ceremonials
Before the service began in the graveyard doing handstands
And I heard your voice as clear as day
And you told me I should concentrate
It was all so strange and it's so surreal
That a ghost should be so practical
Only if for a night..

And the only solution was to stand and fight
And my body was bruised and I was set alight
But you came over me like some holy rite
And although I was burning, you're the only light
Only if for a night

My doe, my dear, my darling
Tell me what all this sighing's about
Tell me what all this sighing's about
And I heard your voice as clear as day
And you told me I should concentrate
It was all so strange and it's so surreal
That a ghost should be so practical
Only if for a night...

Kid Gloves

There's that burning hole
Deep in your gut
The one that never shuts up
Bleeding out and writhing in
I can see it 
Like everything...
Like the mirrors I pocket 
Into our shadows
And heart shaped lockets
These secret things
Each of us covet
Concealed from the eyes of the world
With candles lit and spells of smoke
Praying the gods you rise above it

But you can't hide truth from me
Though I'll never let you know it
With certainty..
Your words,
Your questions,
And especially,
Your intentions
Though believed better doors than windows
Serve as nothing else
But to expose you..
Naked & nymphetted
Not unlike the daddy issue
You would stake attempts to argue off
What exactly is it that stops you
From saying what you want?
Is it even about 'what' you want?
Or maybe just about 'getting' what you want?
How precious, the child's power play
Miles and circles
Exactly the same
Manic..
And again
Afraid..

These days I'm far less affected 
By the half-fast kid-shit attitudes in office politics
Than the things I End up needing to move out of my way
So if you're soliciting advice
On magic, work, the stars, or this little blue world
I'll tell you the same...
Say what you mean, and mean what you say
Because the true magicians are always making Magick
Not pretending to be everything
Stifling their flames

Life appears always to be teaching me new things
And recent years definitely no less than the rest
Because this daily sparing with my young daughter
Has showed me the value of sporting kid gloves

What matters, other than truth
Is what serves..
Service itself
Be warned
Or else…
Watch it
Burn

ⓒ 2013 Shawn Michael Quinn

Drift Unknowing..

I know there's something wrong, stop making it up
We're too proud to see we've lost more than our trust
And now there's nothing left, the well's dead and dried up
Its disease has left a foul taste in our cup
It just keeps on flowing, and we drift unknowing
It just keeps on flowing, this babble from our mouth
Who we are, I feel, most of the time
Carry on shuffling, in order, and in line..
Who we are, I fear, most of the time
Carry on whipping boy, stare into the light
Stare into the light..
And it feels familiar for good reason
I want us to break the case we're in
With one of the tools of this catatonic skin
Remove all the parts..
I want us to face the shape we're in
A world of confusion awaits our sons and kin
Let's reset it all, let's reset it all!

Well it stings, it hurts, is this how it's meant to be
Well it stings, and it hurts, is this how it's meant to be
Well it stings, and it hurts, a small price to pay to be
In control, and rebirth what our future's meant to be
Who we are, I fear, most of the time
So carry on whipping boy, stare into the light
I want us to face the shape we're in
A world of confusion awaits our sons and kin
Let's reset it all (we are, we are, we are)
Let's reset it all (we are, we are, we are)
These words of wisdom come with lack of vision
This is the worst day I've ever had to stand and witness